5w6d

As the incredibly patient, non-anxious infertile that I am, I called the RE's office today to see if I could have more blood work. They suggested that I just come in tomorrow for an ultrasound! Woo-Hoo!!! I really seem to have good luck when I am a squeaky wheel.

Tomorrow it is. At 6 weeks exactly, I will have my first ultrasound.

Symptom Watch 2008 is also in full swing. I have noticed, and I sure my husband has as well, a couple of rather charming mood swings. It is like the evil grouch alter ego takes over. It is scary folks. Yesterday, the food aversions and general yucky pukeyness started. As of yet, I have not been sick. I am also tired all of the time. It is so bizarre. I hate how I feel, but emotionally, it is very reassuring.

Yesterday was my birthday. It was the big 2-9. Does that mean I am supposed to feel like an adult now? I keep waiting for that switch to flip. I have been dreading my birthday all year. I was not expecting it to pregnant for my birthday. Instead, it felt more like a non event. Probably because for now, all is right in my world. Hoping that it continues to be...

Ultrasound tomorrow....please God, let somebody be alive in there!!!